Complicated Life of Mine

郭静- 在树上唱歌

2009-05-21T12:24:00.000+08:00

你说的每个笑话我都笑了
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
好久不见你说我大不相同
偷偷告诉你我的兴趣真心了

不想把每件事情都那么严格
弄的全世界好像只剩挫折
爱一朵花不在看它能开多久
放宽了心情把什么都变美了

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的就去了算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空你要不要陪我

你说的每个笑话我都笑了
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
好久不见你说我大不相同
偷偷告诉你我的兴趣真心了

不想把每件事情都那么严格
弄的全世界好像只剩挫折
爱一朵花不在看它能开多久
放宽了心情把什么都变美了

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的就去了算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空你要不要陪我

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的就去了算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空你要不要陪我

I luv this song so so much~~~

如燕

2009-01-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

如燕
Ru Yan

愿意合上眼才能美梦无边
Yuan yi he shang yan cai neng mei meng wu bian
别让悔熏乌了从前
Bie rang hui xun wu le cong qian
也许碎片才能让回忆展颜
Ye xu sui pian cai neng rang hui yi zan yan
何妨瓷花拼凑明天
He fang ce hua ping cou ming tian
谁带我寻获幸福的模
Shui dai wo xun huo xin fu de muo
却自己谜中困锁
Que zi ji mi zhong kun suo
谁为我留下缱绻的天涯
Shui wei wo liu xia qian quan de tian ya
信物是抹晚霞
Xin wu shi de muo wan xia

思念如燕它飞舞舌尖
Si nian ru yan ta fei wu shi jian
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜
Ruo shi zhen ai pei chang ji fen ku tian
意念婆娑时间里推磨
Yi nian puo suo shi jian li tui muo
追随到何处才结果
Zhui sui dao he chu cai jie guo
燕如针线在青空缝编
Yan ru zhen xian zai qing kong feng bian
几幅女红将以泪缀点
Ji fu nu hong jiang yi lei zhui dian
誓言斑驳情雾只是经过
Bei yan ban buo qing wu zhi shi jing guo

风雨中且让我盈步婀娜
Feng yu zhong qie rang wo ying bu er nuo

fanTactiC moMent..

2008-12-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

waA~~~~~~

So many things to say here..

Duuno how to... ><

Just use this cake to identify all d things i've got in this period..

不完美

2008-11-30T15:17:00.000+08:00

好久没写了..
很忙，没时间..

Beter write in english.. Tai ma fan le..

Um.. Dunno wad to write.. Haiz.
Next week gona to hev exam.. Omg..

Anyway.. Mis her so much.. ^^

Boringness of Saturday 9t.. 15 Nov 2008

2008-11-15T22:56:00.003+08:00

bOred..................................~

Is it call saturday night??? AlyZ like this.. Haiz...

aCtually, i already sleepy ler.. But not feeling want to sleep.. Still early.. Hahahs..

29t going to watch futball match.. Between :Real Madrid vs Vallaloid.. ^^

then.. besides that.. Um uM.... wad else ha? uM...

smThg just like usuall.. ^^

clIqck..~

wAd A dAE..

2008-11-12T16:18:00.002+08:00

wad a dae...

star it by a chemistry test at school... Haiz..Not sure with d ans..

But, the teacher said we can continue it on next meeting... Haha.. Surprise us...

After that.. In sport lesson, i had to run for almost 1km.. Very tired.. Haiz..

After that, biology lesoon? Um.. Study, then play game.. Crazy game~

The last lesson of d dae... Art lesson.. Just playing.. Hahas.. Play "kusut-kusut".. Crazy game.. We couldnt figure it out until the bell rang.. Haiz..

And d worst... I ddnt see her todae..~ Zhen shi de..

CliqCk..

bLanQ..

2008-11-10T23:03:00.004+08:00

I Just relize that i aredy so many days not blogging a..

uM.. acT i have so amny things to say here.. But i forgot so many things..

Start from wer ler? Um.. reAlly foRgot liaw.. Haiz..

Start fRom todaE jiu hao la..

2dae have alot fun at skull.. In mandarine lesson, my fren n me sing alot of song.. Although i was sorethroat.. ^^ Very fun.. n i had a personality test.. But, i havent finished it..

After home.. Feel not very good.. Superb boring.. TT Fell so blank.. hAIz..

i Feel better now.. After lzten to music, study a little, chat with her.. aLL BEcome better.. sHE wAnts my pic.. Voo wad? DuuNo.. HahAs..

Bdw.. Mom is siCQ.. Zhen shi de.. She looks very pale.. But, she still prepare milo and bread for me like ussuaal.. Haiz.. Y she alyz so toughfull? Hope she get well soon~

i GOT 3 PICS HERE..
1. I took it while i went to harmoni hotel to swim.. But i ddnt swimm..
2. I went to my teacher b'day paRty.. Itz my meal.. Nothing left.. :P
3. I learnt rubiks 4x4x4 ^^ (so proud) Hhahas..

xOXO

NO tITLE

2008-11-01T15:59:00.002+08:00

mY ruBiks..........! hUh.. Just bOught it.. DrectLy conFiscated by mY teaCher.. XhT..
I eVen Just tOuch it For 1 TIMe.. hUh.. Luckly, tHE Other teacher promise to return it.. Thx God.. But must wait till monday.. hAIZ..

OtHER THiNG... My pHysic eXAm...! Only got 65.. Huh..

yA.. aLMost fRgET TO write about my retreat.. It SucQKs..!

I dIDnt slp 4 2 nIghts.. tHE reasOn..? 4get it.. Im tired to type it over n over, complain over n over..!

3 days there, just feel like 3 weeks..!!! Omg..

Miss her so much actually... She also luR.. hAHAHas.. fAIR.. ^^

cMpliment with shy(ness)?

2008-10-25T16:56:00.005+08:00

iTz satUrday..

nOthIng to Do..

THIS FEW DAYs, so many comPliment dRcted to me..

hAHaX.. MAi eNglisH teCher said i wAs a Coolest boy.. hahahAs.. She also said that i have 酒窝 like rain.. hHAhAX.. vRy shY bCoz of Tht..

"SHe" also praiseD me.. haHax.. i wONDER HoW she lAughed whEn i tOld hEr aboUt mai enGlish teAchER.. HuH..

ToDAe.. I SaW A BoY TOuched her heaD.. Feelin reAlly nt Good whIle i sAW that.. iS it jElousy? I hope noT.. Coz jeLousy will rUin everything.. I should learn not to feel jelous easily.. bUT.. iTZ ACTUALLY HEr reLative.. :D

Itz mAi hand mADE dOll.. mAI FReN Said it LOOk liKe me loRx.. hahAx..

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2008-10-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

um.. JuST LIKE d title today..

gOnnA hev maTch agaIn.. mUSt win..~

bUt.. i Must saCrifice my time to chAting with her.. hAiz.. hOpe she wont unhAppy abOut it..

lAst nIte, i sLept at 2am.. WHT.. vEry sleEpy noW.. Studied pHysic foR 5 hOurs in Row.. gOd.. tHat is the siTuation weR in stUDY IN.. hAiz..

tOdAE I SAW HER fer times.. nOt reAlly clEar acTually.. bUt itZ enouF.. ^^

tHE MaTTER of tIme..

2008-10-22T17:55:00.001+08:00

i promised her to blogging todae.. Fan zhen ta ye mei kan dao.. hHas..

I realy wonder wat is the "Material thing" that she meant.. Hope she tell me that earlier.. Hahas..

tHis few days really busy n tiring.. I ddnt slepp more than 6 hrs..

tOdae.. i HAD an estafet run at skull.. I and my fren fnished in 12.08 sec.. Not really satisfied with it..

thIS PICTURE, maybe only few person know wer i got it.. Itz secret.. ^<

reGretneSs..

2008-10-13T16:29:00.002+08:00

tOdAE..

I JUst relize thT..

wAt i did, wHicH caUse my lifE chanGe so mUcH.. So dfFRENT..

eSpeciallY.. fOR this lAst haLf yeAr..

tHE ReASON.. whIch hAs kEpt fRom me foR theSe tiMe..

should i rEgret foR thAt? oR.. i sHOul apprEciaTe iT..?

WoulD it tuRn bCome the bEtter life, if I ReLize thT eaRlier..?

nO One WOUlD knOE WaT HEPPENED nexT scond..

mAybe.. i Alot happier noW.. oR I WOuld even happieR if nOthing turn Wrong?

tHE ONLy ONE I KNOW knoW is: "I ENJOY MY LIFE NOW, NO MATTER WHAT.. AS LONG AS.. SHE STILL THERE FOR MAKE ME HAPPY.." Thatz enouf..

whHahaHA..

2008-10-11T16:15:00.002+08:00

HapPy..+ happy = happies..

HAHAX.. I got rank 9.. Hheehs.. So happy..

From 20 to 9... Wat a jump..! HAHax.. Hope can better nex time..

And, something shocked me... She also got 9.. Hahax..
I though she cry.. Actually, she was sweating.. So funny..

artiCLE

2008-10-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

LoNG TIME not tYpe a leTTER IN ThIS BLOG..

BusY? PbObABLY..
lAZY? mAYBE..

thiS FEw days so many things i got..

- David beckham cloth poster (um.. as tall as me maybe) :D
- SHE 11th album.. (Hhahas.. I asked her to buy it for me.. Xie xie o..)

By the time i got SHE album, i got 2 gifts from her.. HAhas.. So happy..
Look very cute..

2dae nly saw her for a while.. Hao guo mei you la.. hahaS..

Btw.. I went to karaoke today.. Along with may bestfren.. And we meet another frens.. So we sing together.. It was fun.. We sang for 3 hours.. I completely lost my voice.. ><

Now.. Stil listening Jay Chou newset album song.. Sounds good.. Nu er hong..

tHE orIGiNal holIdae...

2008-10-01T12:50:00.002+08:00

fiNally...
Its the day i'm waiting for in my holidae..
i woke up 11.30 this morning.. Until m mom wakes me up.. Huh.. No days in the year i dun be waken up.. Huh..

Todae.. Mybe im going to my granma home.. Or maybe go hang out with my frend (STAGE).. But, look like JQ Lim couldnt join us.. So, i think we shoul postpone it into tomorrow..

sHE has gone to HK.. For 5 days maybe.. still 4 days until she come back.. wE couldnt contact each other.. Mybe no line there.. Or she is busy with her holidae.. Dun dsturb her.. Hahas..

Its boring nite.. No one to chat with.. So, i only read 2 parts of the novel she lend me.. ^^

Last.. I read smthing in my "sis" blog.. Hope tht is not the treasure box..~

maii- hOlidae..

2008-09-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

umM... The beginning of mai holidae ha..?

Act, quite boring.. Stil must help mai parentz dwnstair.. haIZ..

i THIZ HOLIDAE, i mez alot with her.. :)
Juz like wad she didi with her ex-ttm.. hahaS..
bUT, ITZ DFRENT.. we dont call each other 'yank' or smthing like tht.. hahas..

fEW dae ago.. sHE MEz me and said:"wo xi huan ni, wo xi huan ni.. man yi le ba?" Hahas.. I didint predict tht she would say smthing like that.. hahaS.. mAYBE i should really reply: "cao man yi".. :D

aND laST NITE.. i wEnt to BBQ with all of mai ex-clasmate..
We had alot fun there.. I laughed till my stomach fell hurt.. Hahas.. Damn Ca-SHIT-dy.. He alyz been like that, make smthing become bigger.. It is about teo.. Hahas.. rEALLy funny..

It was pity i ddnt stay up there.. Haiz.. Mai mom didnt allow.. Juz like usual.. Haiz..

Few day more.. She is going to HK.. for almost 6 dayz..!!! huh.. I wil be boring.. And, maybe i wil mis her alot.. Hahas.. BTw, will she mis me?
Hope my dad really bring us to Genting.. Hehes.. sO.. iT wil decrease my boreness..
^^

xoxo- WhiEn~ ^^

yeE.. HuH.. Haiz..

2008-09-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

yow..
YeSt, I meet her for time.. n talk to her directly..
I was blushing.. >< Very embarassing.. That all bcoz damn "thick curly hair".. I regret to bring him together.. Huh..
I was blank n dunno wat to do.. All i can do is smile (maybe laughing, as she said).. Must be very ugly.. OMG~

tODAE.. aS usual.. aLYZ GOT SCOLD BCOZ OF THE SAME THINGS..
eVEn i able to sing it in variety of songs.. Huh..
Must find smthing new to be scold.. hHAAHAs.. Jzkdin..

hUh

2008-09-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

mai mud today really sucks..

Dun knoe y..

Even though:
- i got 83 in biology exam (act, can be higher.. TT)
- TODAE IS HER BDAY.. (haiz.. should be hapy 4 her de..)
- I saw her todae.. sHE Knew that im looking at her..

Btw.. Stil heven give the present to her.. Dunno how.. Huh..
Should be more bravely..

From those reason.. I stil cant figure out why.. Huh..

busSy, busy, and BUSY~

2008-09-18T16:01:00.003+08:00

sO MANY HW TO DO.. hAIZ..
ThTZ y i ddnt post blog yesterdaY..
Actually, going to say I already mastered thr Rubiks Cube.. Hahaz..

uM.. tODAY isaw her once.. Even, just few seconds.. Better than not.. ^^

unidentified tittle..

2008-09-16T16:39:00.003+08:00

nothing spcl abt todae.. jUSt like usual.. BORING..

i spend all my dae at school by playing that cube.. hahax..

Even though, im in lesson..

I learnt the second step oredy... Hehe..

tODAy i ddnt see her again.. My damn bus came in the school.. So, i didnt pass by the road i ussually pass.. Huh..

Tommorow exam again.. Tonight will be a tough nite again.. ><

UmpX... ??

2008-09-15T16:02:00.004+08:00

hOamPh.. (is it really mean sleapy..?)

Yes.. Today, after i back home, directly sleep for 45 min..

Quite sleepy..

I got 3 of my exam paper todae.. aCTUALLY, Not very disappointed, bUT aLsO NOt VERY SaTISFIED....
Math: 80.. (ok la this ^^)
Computer: 90 (make logo success) & 75 (theory, this one make really mad..! fORget it)
Hope next time better.. hAIZ..

YA.. yESterday i just bought i piece of Rubik's Cube.. N i already learnt the 1st step.. ^^ That is the picture..

Yup... Last thing.. I saw her todae.. ^^

Accidentally..

2008-09-13T21:23:00.003+08:00

I don't know, well..
Maybe I'm in love
Think about it..
Every time I think about it..
Can't stop thinking 'bout it.
How much longer will it take to cure this..?
Just to cure it..
Cause I can't ignore it..
If it's love
Makes me want to turn around and face me but I know nothing 'bout it..

Turn a little faster..
The world will follow after..

Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight shimmering love..
Never ever end of all this love..
Well I didn't mean to do it ..
But there's no escaping your love..

I want to hear you whisper.

The world's a little brighter.

Accidentally.. I'm in love...

mix mooD..

2008-09-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

rIGHT HERE TOdAE, im gonna declare 2 things...

1ST..
I made my mom angry again.. So irritating..!
I'm going to change my habit..!
To stop playing basket, soccer, volley, table tennis, or wadever to do with sport..!
But.. Only for 2 weeks start today..
Im sure its a tough thing to do.. TT
But.. I swear...! Huh..

2ND..
Make me hapy.. Even i hevent finished all.. Hahahaxx..
gOING TO CONTINUE.. so lUCky.. ^^

ghOst piCture.. ><

2008-09-08T22:50:00.001+08:00

nthG to share todae..

onLy thiS sCary picTure...

todaE..

2008-09-07T21:43:00.001+08:00

今日、絶対に退屈であります。
私の携帯電話ボックスを塗り私
今を楽しむ i ことだけです i とチャット彼女は一日中
彼女は映画を見ていたときにでも彼女はまだできます sms 私に...
この絶対しない現在の妹と同じ

私は今スリーピー Zzzz

mY lovE stoRy

2008-09-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

iT BEGINs..

it starts on August 15th, 2006..

I was 15 years old.. And she was 14..

Maybe.. I wont forget it in my life time..

It was my first love..

I had alot of happy moments with her..

That kind of life... Until.. It lasted after one and half years..

I admit.. I was sad.. The pain..

I could feel it for almost 3 or 4 months.. I think its not fully recover yet..

She becomes my sister now.. And ofcourse.. Im her brother.. It is not a blood related sibling..!

In that moment..

I thought i wont get into any relationship again before i finished my A level..

But after half year.. The door opened itself..

Because of her.. I changed my mind..

She is not my gf now.. iTZ cOmplicated..

bUT.. hONEStly..

I i hope sumdae she will..

But.. We havent met face to face yet..

Im not sure.. Will it better..?

We wont know until we try it.. I heard somebody say like that..

I hope it will be a happy journey..

END OF PART ONE~

...?

2008-09-05T19:57:00.001+08:00

今天很累啊！

很想睡觉，可是不舍得太早睡..

今天心情也不太好.. 也许是因为没见到她的原因吧..

其实我也不知道为什么..

tOp sEcrETX..

2008-09-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

wAT a tiriNg dae again... Haiz..

I will hev an extra class starts tomoro on... Help me.. hAIz...

nO GOOD NEWS for todae..

shE realLi changed her blog.. hUH..

dunnO hOw to wRite in my "cYBeR DiAry" hEre.. haIZ.. i TZ a toP seCret lUrx.. :D

mAYBE I CAN WRite like thiz:

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N..

KEy to Open iT

2008-09-03T14:28:00.003+08:00

4 SM1 WHO R ABLE TO FiND THIS, STOP HERE !!!! OTHERWISE... YAO NI HAO KAN!

iTZ a rainie day again..

suddently.. ITZ STOP NOW... ?!!?

huh.. Its a cloudy dae i think.. :D

Um.. actually itz a complicate thing..

Mybe, should I ask smthing : ".............................................?" To knoe how to open up her id... Huh..

She is going to change her blog..!! Haiz.. I'll find the way to knoe it.. :P

xLeEpy raiNIE DAyz..

2008-09-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

It was a rainie day..

The air was freezing but freSh..

I wOke up at 11.30.. Can u imagine it.. Itz all bcoz some1 ruined my sleEp last nite.. hAhax.. aCT.. it should be a nice sleeP.. hahAx.. n i coUldnt sleep.. huH.. Think if it was a dream..

I made a decision, which is a rush desicion.. However.. not a bad decision.. hahax.. iTz worthY.. ^^

But still.. AnywaY.. Itz a pleasant, sleepy, freezing rainie day.. I enjoyed it.. ^^

Let it b..

2008-09-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

i am not in good mud rite now..

dunno y.. suddntly i feel nt so gud in my heart..

even lq tht.. todae i ate so much.. in front of my pc.. hope i can increase my weight by tht..

i knoe somebody might b reading this blog.. hAIZ.. sHE got my Pw.. How to chg....???!!!

Juz let it b..

so.. what do u 1 to knoe..? hahax.. ask me drectly.. i will answer all ov ur quez hneztly.. ^^V

U will satiesfied w/ my ans.. hahax..

D N...

mY 1sT daE in SepTy..

2008-09-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

NobODY caLL me to wake up todae.. so.. i sLept unTil: 10 Am..!!!!

Itz not usual for me to wake up that late.. haiZ..

The breakfast is...: instant noodle.. WTH..

Um.. i guess i will use all my time todae to make my HW, although it is on holidae.. huh..

not very pleasant dae i think.. uNless... (???)

The N.. ^^